I don't know how many of you have seen the show called "If You Really Knew Me" on MTV, but it's my new favorite. I really can't describe the show to you, I tried just now, but I deleted it all, because I can't.
I'm brought to blog today because the show inspired me to tell you, my readers, what you would know if you really knew me.
If you really knew me, you'd know that I come from a divorced family. Often, I've felt caught between my parents. Now I realize that BOTH of my parents put me through things a kid should never have to go through. I'm not saying they aren't good parents, I wouldn't ask for anyone else, but I don't want to be like them when I have kids.
If you really knew me, you'd know that I suffer with or have suffered with extreme self image problems, self injury, eating, depression, and anxiety issues.
If you really knew me, you'd know that I can't be in a relationship because I'm uncomfortable with it. I can't trust that someone is attracted to me or thinks I have a good personality.
If you really knew me, you'd know that I struggle with these things every day.
Thank you for reading. I love you. What would I know if I really knew you?
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