Friday, July 16, 2010

Everyone Hates Me?

I had an absolutely terrible dream last night. I can honestly say it's the worst dream I've had as far as I can remember and it seemed so real. I was seriously relieved from the bottom of my heart when I woke up, it was that bad.

In my dream, everyone hated me. Well, not exactly everyone, I guess. I had one friend- she's not someone I know in real life, I don't know her name, and I've never seen her before- who didn't hate me. Everyone else hated me, and everyone made it completely clear. My skin was also breaking out really bad, the worst it's ever been. It seems really shallow, but it was horrible.

The best I can tell, it probably has something to do with the way I feel about myself right now. I'm just going to hold out and hope it passes, and I'm sure that it probably will. As hard I've been trying lately to be a more love-able person, this dream was pretty hard to stomach. Thank goodness it's over and I'm awake, that's all I've got to say.

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